SS shares their story.
“Look around and you will see more people talking about sex and expressing their desires. And then there is me – someone who has been scared of sex. The last long relationship I had of 2 years ended badly because I never could gather the courage to go through, what I imagine would be a painful process. We would start cuddling, go some way into it, and then I’d chicken out and start to stiffen up. I guess over time he lost interest. I’d actually be happy that I wouldn’t have to face disappointment once again that night. Since then, I have been dumped and have gone through counselling.
At one point I thought maybe I have some part missing or misplaced. But the gynaecologists say, I am physically fine. Psychologists have suggested hypnotising me, and friends have offered their sexual services to help me ease into it.
I sometimes wish the modern world of expressed sexuality also had room for people who maybe, don’t want any?”