“My breasts are not perky. There’s a natural sag in them. Maybe it runs in the family or maybe because of my fluctuating weight. Also my aerolas have bigger radius than the average. It’s not something you see in a porn movie or Bollywood screen. My breasts have given in to gravity. It’s funny to think that a submissive person like me has a pair of submissive breasts too. What better way to show that our bodies reflect our personality.
Every boy who sees them has a different opinion about them. Some love the long cleavage, some are inconsiderate to the shape as long as you let them suck on it but all of them want my boobs to grow bigger. I wonder if it is ever going to be enough. When I gain weight, my breasts grow bigger but then they comment on my waist being too thick. It’s like a competition to fit in a cardboard cutout, which I deeply despise but yet aspire to. Everytime I invite a new man in my life, this competition gets more intense. It leads my fingers to continually scroll through Instagram to visualise that cardboard cutout more clearly.
Maybe one day I will fit in that cutout but at what cost?”
They said, “Can you draw me in a starlit sky?”
Background inspiration: Van Gogh’s The Starry Night