“Let me start by informing you that I am not young like some of the other girls who have contributed their stories.

I am 58 years old.

I have grown in up a fairly modern family and I have had my share of boyfriends as a teenager. As a teenager you start getting attracted to boys and attracting the attention of boys and most of the time it is with your bustline that attracts boys’ attention. As a teenager, I had a modest bustline (attractive enough) and I had a few moments of cupping by my then boyfriend. But as it always happens, the boyfriend moved to another city and I got married, an arranged marriage and promptly became a mother of two.

My husband was attracted to my breasts, but it was always felt, sucked and kissed at night, almost like marital duty (after the kids had gone to sleep). My breasts also served the purpose of feeding my two babies. And then it was a part of my body all these years. Yes, whenever my husband and I made love, they were felt, kissed, massaged and sucked in as mundane and boring a way as husband and wife do, but during daytime, they were always well covered and hidden, not because I was conscious of them but because that was the normal thing to do.

But about five years ago, I came in contact with a friend of my first boyfriend. And he used to come to my city for official work and we met up  for dinner over a couple of times. On one such visit, I was in his hotel room and after having a few glasses of vodka, he confessed to me about his soft corner for me 35 years back. And over a few more vodkas, one thing led to another and he held me from behind and kissed my shoulders and undid my blouse and bra and looked at my breasts and said, “My God, they are so firm and good even after  two babies and the nipples are so pink”.

It was then that I noticed my breasts carefully,  as a beautiful object of desire. Ever since that day, I have looked at my breasts every time I bathe or change my clothes or am in the nude and felt good about the same and have always thanked this friend of mine for making me aware of my beautiful and sexy breasts, even at this age.

Additionally, he is an extremely  good photographer and he has taken many a boudoir pics of mine. With every picture he takes of me, it is really flattering to see how taut, firm, round and shapely my boobs still are  There is so much of aestheticism in his photographing my boobs and also caressing my breasts which arouses and satisfies all my erotic desires.”

They said, “I would like to be drawn lying in a bathtub with saankha-pola (the red and white bangles which Bengali women wear.”

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